after so long

haha... super long nv update... lol... i'm in love.. lol.. duno it is right or wrong to start this relationship.. yea.. by right is wrong.. by left is hahaha... busy pass few month... really hope to settle down real soon.. so do to my debt.. this year sure to clear every single debt.. jia you!!

PS: dar.. imu.. hehe

all over..

everything is all over... birthday, chalet, leave.. haiz.. sianz... y all over so so fast.. anyway to my best mates.. crabby.. lol... i ought to say thanks alot... ya.. i really nv thought u will drive alone to the chalet n go back alone tat night.. paiseh tat night i really too tired le.. have to say i am so touch... haha.. to the rest who came thanks alot.. to those who nv cum i'm sorry i might have a change towards u guys... so better get off my eye side... i have to say i am childish but the fact this chalet really means alot to me although i alway say its not... this chalet almost everything i do myself yet.. forget it..but dun u even expect me to celebrate any of yours.. tml onwards u guys look out...if i help or treat u guys better i will be an idiot..

busy busy busy

haha.. stupid me make myself so tired... book wad chalet.. shit manz.... later going to check in.. so exhausted.. slept onli 3 hrs yesterday juz to pack things things.. this morning woke up so early to go to market... actually plan to sleep after i reach home end up prepare things until now... go out in another 20min.. haiz... hope today will be a pleasent day ba.. right now abit moody.. some more like going to fall sick... sianz... take leave to fall sick sia... stupid...

bad feeling cuming up.. alamak...

time to grow

after so long den i post.. lol.. sianz.. i think as we grow up we ought to learn one thing to give up hope.. haiz.. so fast.. its have been a month plus i got poster to tanglin mall...god manz.. from a nothing to a big mess.. so tired to handle that store.. haiz.. wad to do.. LEARN LEARN LEARN... so sianz.. cuming bbq den i realise i got no friend at all but n tat crabby.. lol.. tat crabby my best n closer friend manz.. too bad she cannot go.. haiz.. can imagine all the ppl i invited this sat almost 60% is from my workplace n 39% is my family member.. another 1% den is my classmates... haiz... ya real percentage may be less den 0.09%.. haha.. sad.. but nv la.. use to it le... happy can le lor.. overall i nt from tat class maybe.. heck.. think so much for wad.. can imagine tat day got some i knew them onli a few month n some a day.. to them i got to say.. thanks guys...

ps. qhui.. if u happen to read this
lol.. wad u tel me ytd i noe how u feel but let nt bother la.. they are all grow up.. they noe wad they wan n wad tat do.. tat wad i believe.. all turn 21 this year if they are still like tat we got no choice but if the look back next time they might be laughing themselve being so childish.. haha.. if they wan to cum den cum lor.. dun wan force them for wad.. the worst thing i already gone through le.. this is a small thing onli la.. lol

diao diao diao

sianZ.. this few week super no mood to work.. haiz.. i juz bought a phone ytd.. lol.. next time actually going genting back cancel le... haiz.. take leave den do wad leh.. alamak.. maybe cancel leave save for july n dec.. duno wad to write leh.. nv think le den post again.. bye..

tired.. haiz..

After so long i post another blog.. boring.. has been a very busy since the starting of march.. 1st week stocktake, 2nd week atrium, god 3rd week let one staff to go on almost 2 week leave.. when is my turn.. i am so sick n tired to work n work but where can i get a better post n higher pay job.. haiz..y should i bother so much... stupid me sia.. no one will care... haiz... nvm at most i bear for another 9 months... haha.. get aws and run... lol... haha.. next i going to try being a sale rep.. haha. should be fun i doubt.. c how.. lol.. nth to write le.. haha.. i wan to go taiwan.. claire faster.. lol.. next aim i wan to own a laogong.. hahaha.. jia you

yoz

haaha... so long nv blog.. lol.. anyway oso no ppl c.. only me.. haha...anyway so sianz.. this few had been quite tired to me.. almost everyday slp at 6am in the morning.. haha.. somehow this yr i think might spent really alot of money manz.. alomost all my friend this yr 21 birthday.. haha..the most waste of my money is the stupid license... after getting license go out want to drive den when drive waste alot manz.. rmb last i told other ppl who say take license den wan to drive end up, guess wad.. i trying all ways to get myself a car.. shit manz.. haiz.. jia you.. so expensive.. gg to slp.. nite.. bye

sianz..

so many thing bothering me.. haiz..sianz.. thing n thing cuming up.. sianz la.. i dun wan la.. sat 4/9 got a gathering i going but in the afternoon they going to k.. stupid i oso wan to go la but cannot cause working wan to take mc den my "mummy" working at watson tat day, she meet for lunch.. lol.. tat day duno can lend until car anot.. sianz.. no car super ma fan.. lol... although claire driving but morning i go work can't expect ppl to drive me around ba.. haiz.. actually i oso dun like to ask ppl to drive me here n there, very paiseh lor.. lol.. haiz... sianz.. i wan to save money.. I wan to buy car..

haha.. my bday wish.. 一辆车。。 哈哈.. to my dad nt my friend.. coz i dun think anyone will buy de lor.. lol..

haha

damn long nv drive car.. feel like driving.. lol.. but when i have den dun feel like driving.. haha... nth to write.. haha.. this few day work n work so boring no life.. btw going back to orchard area soon.. bleh...

lol.. after so long..

hehe... last month is a busy n bad month.. lol.. ever since i join guardian as full time on the december month itself everytime had problem.. all rubbish.. haha.. forget it.. work work work..

ok let skip to personal..
9 december 2008 my grandfather passed away.. sad.. although we hardly c each other neither tok to each other.. i onli c him almost once or twice a year. once is on chinese new year twice when he feel like cuming.. haiz.. regret.. so cherish wad u have nw.. (say easy do very hard)

2 weeks later, 23 december 2008 i go for my driving test.. guess wad.. i passed and score 6.. lol.. happy... haha... shirley got her too.. she score 16.. hehe..

24 december 2008, we long long friend (quek) rented a car n let me drive.. lol.. 2nd day of license i drove a car.. the night b4 make me hardly go to slp coz i am scared.. lol... where got ppl got license den drive.. ya there is.. tat me.. lol.. the person we rent car came to my hs around 3 plus to delivery the car.. haha.. i drove along the expressway alone.. haha.. but off the expressway on the way to claire hs kana bump by a lady at the back, scare my heart out.. lucky nth happen.. after drove claire we go find sister queenie.. lol.. den we go causeway point for seoul garden.. hm.. seoul garden got nth to eat.. after drove queenie hm 1st we go find 4/9 gathering at labadour park( duno the spelling) awhile later we go back n find quek coz promise her to send her to somewhere... too long den feel like saying le.. hehe..

25 december 2008
me, dad, mum n my bro (yang) we go out n play.. hehe... hs outing.. sad xiao si nt with us as she is working.. hehe.. nth to share le..

26 december 2008
return car.. haha... dun like renting car.. abit too stress for me.. coz scare the car later this la that la.. troublesome.. own car better

30 dedcember 2008
lend car for my uncle.. at first nt use to it.. haha.. coz abit bigger den the car quek rent.. but this car is wad i use to learn at bbdc. (lucky).. i go collect the car after work n its was very late.. so paiseh let my uncle wait for me so long.. all guardian fault.. arghhhh...

31 december 2008
morning go somewhere to settle something but its was a waste trip.. so angry.. can u imagine a counter say sumthing so insulting.. haiz.. lucky she dun work under me i sure sack her.. haha.. after tat we go find my grandmum den we go eat, later send my grandmum hm den wait for her she cum my hs later we go find claire den go bugis meet en hui, my family got go too.. my dad drove infront i behind, but while meet en hui my family all go back le.. boring.. after we shop.. guess wad i duno how to drive back.. lol... after tat we go west coast actually wanted to meet qhui but she cannot cum out so we decided to go to west coast plaza.. tat time shirley was will us, but she drove herself, guess wad we drive 1 hr yet nv reach west coast plaza..thank to her.. lol.. ( wan to noe cal me n i will tel u.. call claire n en hui oso can.. haha)after tat we go imm walk awhile den go home..

1 and 2 jan 2009
shiock, i drove to work but abit expensive for the parking on the 2 jan.. haha.. i love driving to work but i still duno how to go.. lol.. btw on the 2 jan i return the car le.. so sad..

3 jan 2009
after almost a month, my laptop is back but still nt as good as b4.. so so sad..


the end.. write so much read until sianz right.. me too.. haha.. update next time.. bye bye

stress!!

this few days i felt so stress up.. how a wish i am able to dig a hole and hide... so tired.. my studies is killing.. ever my 1st time i listen to teacher yet i dun understand.. i dun wan to fail my subject.. i wan to pass.. i wan my cert.. arghhh...

lol...

today i when to tjcc for a hair design performance with my teacher (ann) n classmate (rico).. haha.. lol.. when i go on stage it was so scary at first but when i started i dun feel anything but one thing.. sad to say.. i burn my finger coz i totally forgotten the stick is hot i touched it.. kaoz.. i have a big water bubble on my finger.. but it fun... all the sudden, my hair dressing course reach my advance le.. left with 6 lessons i finish the course le.. btw 2 week ago i got a A- for my hairdressing.. lol.. thought i will fail.. haha..

so tired.. i am back to work.. and my studies left 9 lessons if i nt wrong i clear my studies.. haha..ok la.. duno wad to say le.. abit tired.. haha..after studies my car license I'm cuming.. hehe.. bye bye..

lol.. nth better to do

haha.. nth to do den update blog... lol.. this month i can say i quite good girl.. haha.. go for all lessons onli skip one but almost all lesson late la.. haha.. but at least i go.. i being very idiot today.. haha.. tat lady who did presentation with me cal me and ask for exam topic.. super dun feel like telling her.. i oso nt close to her.. some more during the presentation period she piss me off alot of time.. dun understand y should i help her... she damn thick skin sia.. i very close to her meh.. pls lor.. er xin... she indeed very fan.. pls dun contact me anymore.. dun understand y teacher put me n her together in one group.. linda is smart enough to change group i should have done it.. aiya.. forget it.. its over.. haha...

tuesday onward i going back to guardian.. sianz.. haiz... work ba.. i think at most only a few months or longest will be until next year dec ba.. take bouns n RUN RUN RUN... haha.. c how 1st ba.. can tahan de say.. lol.. sianz.. i cannot watch channel 8 de 7pm show le.. :[ .. i wan to watch la.. i love tat show.. haha... k la.. tat all my rubbish..bye..

sianz...

sianz... my laptop juz gone up the car on 22 august de midnight.. sianz.. tat morning actually wanted to use it for my presentation but sad.. wah.. somehow i miss my laptop.. lol... i wan it back la.. all my photos n songs n lot lot of things were gone now.. haiz... should not have been to rush n listen her her... regret.. too bad.. blame who.. blame urself ba...

yoz..

haha.. long time nv update le.. haha..today i did my presentation.. at last i did.. hehe.. actually i think is nt tat diffcult.. all to do is to calm urself down and dun give urself to much expectation and u will do it.. lol... recently has been slacking at home.. damn shiok.. haha.. sad.. next month onward i have to work everyday.. sianz.. so boring.. ytd nite my laptop gone up the car le... sad.. 2 yrs plus le.. nv drop or anything den like tat.. haiz.. bwg.. lol...k la.. update next time.. jia you.. clearing all my remoudle.. left with 1 subject to go.. hehe..

wth...

kaoz.. damn upset.. everyone last min all start to say nt going.. qi si wo le.. imagine ur friends say that..dun support den forget it lor.. anyway is the last one le..let other plan.. plan ba.. i now u guys very happy now.. plan le dun cal me oso can de..i use to it le.. lucky i nv plan teachers' day go back.. wadever.. for all i care.. dun go dun go.. from nw on i wash my hand.. disappointing..another thing.. ur friend dun even wish u on ur bday.. haiz.. friends tat dun contact nvm.. but everytime contact nv even wish.. a belate bday wish is better den anything.. i dun wish any present a simply wish so diffcult ar.. ma de.. today do what shit oso not right..

long long long

haha.. been so long i post on blog.. hmmm.. recently quite a few event came up.. example on the 12 july have pri sch gathering, 19 july my pri sch friend help me celebrate bday.. haha.. bday over no more tenth le.. nw twenty.. haha.. old old old.. tis yr so sad sick on my own bday.. haiz.. sad... waste money c doctor.. lol.. k la.. nth to write.. btw today i go back to sch for my remoudle one POE.. haiz.. same old teacher.. sianz.. haha... here are some pic.. enjoy..

haha.. after so long.. hehe

after almost a month i update my blog.. haha.. ytd we have a primary sch gathering.. hehe.. took a few photo haven upload.. hehe. lazy i think upload later ba... quite fun ytd la.. better den u noe la.. haha..( onli i noe).. Its been almost a year we met.. haha..at last the gathering was held and end almost 5am this morning.. haha.. ten years down the road i think the chances will be lesser n lesser so treasure it ba.. ha.. :]

hehe

haha.. recently i got a new job.. hehe.. thank to "korkor".. haha.. nw working at isetan.. tired neh.. stand whole day.. my leg damn 'sour'.. haha.. ok la.. work there nth to do quite boring.. haha.. i visited paragon juz nw during my break.. sort of miss there.. no matter wad happen tat where i c it grow from small to big.. haiz.. tat where i spent mine overnight.. the most i rmb is one overnight with bao.. suddenly we tok abt food but actually outside our store de jollybean was on fire alarm due to their plastic place too near de side of the fridge.. we smell the burn smell as food.. can u imagine.. haha.. end up we got extra lot thing to do.. haha..ok la..blog next time.. bye bye..

hahaha..

i am so happy.. after i convert to part time for so long.. today is the first time i am able to buy somthing using my pay.. hehe.. since i convert to part time my pay drop down by 3/4 of it.. haiz.. so hard to survive actually.. but i dun feel like working in tat company but there is still one person there.. i promise to help j-him last time so nw i cannot broke my promise.. but i wouldn't work that much le.. coz i give up hope in tat company.. a company full of liar.. idiotic.. forget.. their word cannot be trusted.. haha.. today i bought 2 pairs of shoe.. but one is for work de.. haiz.. no choice.. no shoe le.. another pair i bought for fun.. haha.. i got alot of shoe yet i still buy.. haha.. my favourite shopping goods are shoes.. haha.. i can buy more than a pair.. but nt clothing.. hehe.. k la.. next time den say.. bye...